Do you love me?

All teenagers want to find that special person, a person they can share their love with. They want someone that they can call theirs.We've all had crushes, but sometimes we're not really sure if they're the right crushes. If you're a person like me who has not yet found that special someone it might be a little harder. I know I'm not an expert, but I feel like I can help. Sometimes I feel like i'm going to grow up alone. I might have had a chance to have had a boyfriend, but maybe I didn't take it. Its not my fault,but sometimes I don't even know what to do around boys. I start freaking out and when the first “hello” is exchanged I panic. Maybe that’s where it all goes wrong. While i'm standing there and he is staring into my blank eyes my mind goes blank. I think later of all the clever things could have said . Noting, nothing happens, and I just walk away,losing something that could have been my big break, the chance to have someone I can call my soulmate.

I always think about the reasons they might not have liked me.The first thing that comes to mind is my appearance. This might be the same for some of you. I'm not sure if it's this weird thing we girls have, but it makes it even harder to look for a boyfriend. Now I know what you're thinking.Its not all about looks, it's also about you personality. Am I too weird to find a boyfriend? Someone who will be able to understand me? Whenever i'm out with my friends I can't really act like myself. They tell me I’m too “immature.” Is that...my problem or should I take their advice.Maybe if i take their advice it will make it easier. I'm not really sure but hopefully my KNIGHT IN  SHINING ARMOR comes one day.

Who was your first crush?
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What would you try to change about yourself to get the guy/girl of your drea